Year of Focus

I like listening to Cortex because they are thoughtful about how they do work and they always give me something to consider. They recently had a discussion about how New Years Resolutions are terrible and instead you should have themes for the year.

In the past I've been convinced that Goals are a really crappy way to do things. You set a goal, and are immediately in a mode of failure because you haven't achieved it. Then you hit the goal and feel great for a little while, but a day or two later have to set another goal and be a failure again. It seems like you're failing to meet your goals for much longer than you're succeeding at them. While Goals may seem like a good way to ensure you have a growth mindset, in practice I think they have the opposite effect. Once you've reached a goal, you stop doing the thing you were doing that allowed you to achieve it (I did it! I ran a marathon, I can stop running now!)

Themes are better, these are a process not an outcomes. My theme for 2018 is the Year of Focus. With a theme I have a framework for making decisions that affects every choice I make. There's no "Drink less" goal, instead I've cut back on alcohol consumption because hangovers are anti-focus. I've started trying to schedule out my days a little more so I can have long blocks of uninterrupted time to really get into flow, and I've tried to cut out other sources of distraction in my life.

Before I decided on the theme for 2018, in mid-late November I blocked Facebook and Twitter on all my devices. I did this after watching this video which made me realize that I would not really be missing out on much https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3E7hkPZ-HTk and I might get back a few things I had lost - some time, ability to focus, and happiness.

The first week felt weird, I didn't know how to get news anymore. When I felt bored, my instinct was to type Facebook or Twitter into the URL bar (and then have it blocked by some software). It forced me to think of other things to do and other ways I could be spending my time, including ways of actually seeing my friends in real life.

It worked though, I felt better, less distracted. It was amazing to me however that 6 weeks later the muscle memory of typing Facebook into a browser had not gone away and I was still doing it even though I had not been on the service for a long time.

Within 3 days Facebook realized something was up and started sending me click-bait emails "So and so commented on something", "Someone has posted for the first time in a long time". After 3 weeks, they started texting me! It was like an ex who drunk dials you.

As I type this I've begun the process of downloading all my Facebook data (photos, posts, etc.) and after that's complete I think I'll be removing my account permanently next week.

If you're thinking about doing the same, I'd say that Apple News is a great platform for getting news if you don't want to hop from site to site.

* My archive just completed, 96Mb for all of my Facebook activity including Photos over the last 10 years